feeling really sorry for anyone who stumbles on this blog but...

its here
the anger is here it just keeps coming
in waves...id like to find an image less expected
but there isn't a better word

I read waves and I think blue, but this feeling
these feelings are far from cooling
a fireside blue only a far less comforting
blue like a body left in the snow
naked and wide eyed blue...wide
blue eyes and a surprisingly tight neck
I think this is the color of my anger for you (me?)

trembling blue
...I want you to take me with you
...and yes, I hear you
"but you'll be taking the me in you instead"
tears, maroon and droopy
sloopy hang on cause this is gonna be a bumpy night